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Well, it's official. I'm stressed. Me, the laid-back pisces who never gets stressed is stressed. Why, you might ask? Well, mainly because I've procrastinated until now, doing very little homework or putting off projects until much too late, and now that they're all due I can't think or focus enough to do them! Like my biochemistry assignments; I just now remembered (funny how that works) that I need to turn in my lab report for biochem!! *groan*
About life in general: it's going good. As usual I'm boy crazy, but what girl my age isn't? Won't give names, but surprisingly enough there are some pretty cool guys at my college this year. :)
I just recently got on a computer game kick again. I'm playing Septerra Core right now, and it's a pretty cool game. It's almost a little too drawn out though, but a good RPG all in all. I also got Final Fantasy VII, but I'm letting a friend borrow it. He said he's going to steal it, but he's nice enough that if I wait it out he'll get sick of it and give it back (either that or feel sorry for me and give it back). Works every time. :)
There's a guy here that I'm royally pissed at. I am very slow to anger, but this little freak really did me in. The boy was my friend, or at least I thought so, then he turns around and tells me to shut my mouth, that it annoys him. Except he was a heck of a lot ruder. Anyway, I'm not talking to the little prick unless I have to. That was about a week ago though, and I've never been the kind to hold grudges. This is taking pretty long though, which I don't mind. In my mind he betrayed my trust in him, and he has none of my respect. He sent me an email saying he didn't care if he had my respect. Well, pin a rose on his nose. He doesn't have it, so I guess he can be happy. I don't cake well with betrayal, though, and this little guy is on my -hitlist.
Hmm, what else to put here...
I'm in a creative writing class, and I'm doing my homework. :) Yes, that will probably mean that there will/may be more stories in my story section. I haven't done any more poems, though, just prose, but I'm proud of some of the pieces and will most likely put them here.
As for my novel...well, it's on the backburner. Again. *sigh* I spent all summer on it or on one of them, but I get to school and it all goes down the toilet. See, I have a life now, which I am fully happy about! I have never had a life; even my first two years of college I just followed around, or felt like I did. Now, I honestly and truly have people who look up to ME, that think I am cool. Unless you've been put down your whole life you don't know how awesome this feels, or how wierd. I did not have a healthy social life as a younger child; I was the scapegoat for every school I was in. Suffice to say, it was not good. But now people really seem to like me for who I am; it's SO different!! I have so much more confidence to be the real me, and am beginning to find out just who the real me is! It's a happy time.
Well, except for the grades situation. Biochemistry is kicking my butty and I'm having serious second thoughts about becoming a veterinarian. I still want to be a vet, always have been, but I don't know if I could do another four years of school. I can't even get into any vet school right now with my current grades, which sucks more than anything else yet is all my fault.
Anyway, I think this journal entry is long enough. As for a favorite site, if you're into that, I would so suggest Realm of Redheads. I go by Lady Eclectic there and am fairly well known. I'm also in the December spotlight!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT! I am so stoked!! Oops, gotta go add that to my front page now. :) Anyway, hope this is long enough for you, and if you're still reading this, you're nifty. :-)