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You know what? I hate having crushes. You know, that middle-school feeling when you just adore
some guy who doesn't know you exist and you're too chicken to tell him yourself. You wax poetry
about this guy to your friends (who you know won't ever tell but you secretly wish would, so it
would save you the problem of doing it yourself), you admire him from a distance, you paste
pictures you've found of him on your walls and wardrobes. It's so annoying, but it just
seems to happen to everybody. *sigh*
Just to let you all know (all, what, maybe if I'm lucky *1* of you reading this), I have a
crush. On a senior. I really doubt it'll last long; after all, summer is coming up and he's
going off to graduate school, but a crush is a crush. It's kind of funny, because I've had
crushes all year: on freshmen, sophomores, and seniors (surprisingly no juniors). I'm what I
consider an agist, so don't like liking younger guys, but some of the freshman are just so
sweet...anyway, this guy is just my latest crush, nothing to worry about. Hopefully....
Nothing really going on today. We've got our Malibu weekend starting tomorrow (or today? I'm
confused about that...). Last year was fun; all these people in front of what is now my dorm,
sliding down a small hill on their stomachs on a plastic tarp someone keeps spraying with water
(funny to remember, I had a crush on the guy who sprayed last year), and someone in the back
with a huge firehose trying to spray the girls sunbathing on top of the three story dorm. It
was loads of fun; I wonder how it'll be this year. A bunch of friends are also going dancing
tomorrow, and I hope I can go. One problem: I work, and I'm notorious for getting off work late.
Oh well....
Have you noticed how inane my little journal entries are? I'm just writing as things come to me
(kinda like this little paragraph), that's all. So many thoughts come to you in a day, and I
sometimes just want to come to this little journal nobody is reading and record it. *shrug*
Maybe one day I'll have one of those websites everybody comes to, and all these backlogs will
be read, and I'll be one embarassed cookie. *grin* Just for fun, can you send me an email if
you read this? You don't have to put any words in it, I'm just curious as to if I should be
embarassed or not. :) Thanks a bunch.
No little featured sites today. I'm really thinking of doing away with that feature; I kind of
filched it from another journal site and feel kind of bad. I'm probably going to sometime redo
my links section so I have the links seperated, friends on one page, featured sites on another.
I'm also needing to redo my main page as it doesn't advertise many of my newer pages (including
my POW/MIA page). But I'd
really appreciate if you could maybe just visit my guestbook and visit the pages there. These people have been really nice to
leave their names; maybe you could do it as well? I love seeing who all is here. :-)